well a lot has happened since i have been on last. i just got back from north carolina. got into a fight with a really good friend and noticed that my goldfish is dead. interesting week i tell you all.

i love jess

still in the hospital. how many days does it make it for me uhh a week now. and still i feel like shit really. i dont think i could feel any worse. my dad came down and he wants me to leave with him when he goes back. yea so i have no clue what im going to do about jess and all my peoples.

- thanks for the card jess
- and of course princess i wouldnt forget about your cupcake and flowers. thanks

i have met a girl who loves me back. i have never felt this way before. and i love it. she is the only girl to make me feel like this. and i will make sure that she sticks around for a while. i love you jess

ps. its been 2 weeks and 5 days. see jess i do know things like this

--Name: steven
--Gender: kid with a penis
--Siblings: older bro
--Eye color: awesome blue
--Shoe size: 10
--Height: 6' 0"
--Innie or Outie: innie
--What are you wearing right now? jeans and a hoodie
--Where do you live: wake forest, north carolina
--Righty or lefty: righty but can use both
--Can you make a dollar in change right now: yup
--Best place to go for a date: my house..mayber her if her mom's there

FAVORITES
--Kind of pants: ripped jeans
--Number: 13
--Animal: fish
--Drink: full throttle
--Alcohol: vodka and coke
--Sport: skateboarding
--Juice: yur mom's
--Favorite cartoon character: carl from athf

Have You Ever...
--Given anyone a bath: you can ask yur mom about that one
--Bungee Jumped? yup
--Made yourself throw-up? yup..cuz yur mom was really a dude
--Gone skinny dipping? yup
--Eaten a dog? nope
--Loved someone so much it made you cry? nope
--Played truth or dare: syup
--Been in a physical fight: yup...the fight to keep yur mom
--Been in a police car: yup
--Been on a plane: yup
--Came close to dying: yup
--Been in a sauna: yup..there not that great
--Been in a hot tub: yup
--Swam in the ocean: yup
--Fallen asleep in school: yup
--Ran away: yup
--Broken someone's heart? yup...im a heartbreaker
--Cried when someone died: nope
--Known anyone that well thats died? nope
--Cried in school?: nope
--Fell off your chair: yup..thanks tiff
--Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? yup
--Saved AIM conversations: nope
--Saved e-mails: hate emails
--Made out with JUST a friend? yup
--Used someone: nope
--Been cheated on? yup..that stupid fucking bitch

What is...
--Your good luck charm? my death for cutie hoodie
--New fav. song: hysteria by the muse
--What is beside you?: the wall
--Last thing you ate?: i wont answer..but before that was a pushpop
--what kind of shampoo do you use? herbal essence..what can i say i want my hair to look good

Ever Had...
--Chicken pox: yup
--Sore Throat: yup
--Stitches: yup
--Broken nose: yup

Do You...
--Believe in love at first sight: in fairy tales
--Believe in long distant relationships:nope
--Like school: hardly ever go

Question:
--Who was the last person that you called: the princess
--Who was the last person you slow danced with: the princess
--Do you like filling these out: yup..im bored as hell
--Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?: contacts
--Do you like yourself: yup
--Do you get along with your family: never home
--Suicidal?: been there

Final Questions:
--What are you listening to right now?: the adventure by angels and airwaves
--What did you do yesterday?: partied
--Hated someone in your family: dont hate anyone
--Gotten any awards?: mostly for surfing
--What car/truck do you wish to have: dont wish
--Where do you want to get married?: dont..my girl is already in love with someone else
--Good driver? yup
--school : done
--Good Singer: sing in the shower
--Have a lava lamp: did
--How many remote controls are in your house? i dont count things like that
--Are you double jointed? nope
--What do you dream about? yur mom what else..and maybe a 3some with you and yur mom
--When you last showered: an hour ago
--Scary or Funny Movies: scary
--Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
--Rootbeer or Dr.Pepper: root beer
--Skiing or Boarding: boarding
--Summer or winter: summer
--Silver or gold: silver
--Diamond or pearl: thats to tough for me
--Sprite or 7up: 7up
--Coffee or tea: coffee
--Phone or in person: in person
--Are you oldest, youngest, or middle: youngest
--Indoor or outdoors: outdoors


Today did you...
1. Talk to someone you liked: yup
2. Bought something: yup
3. Get sick? nope
8. Talked to an ex: nope
9. Miss someone: yup

Last person who....

10. Slept in your bed: got a while. cuz this may take long
11. Saw/heard you cry: no one
12. Made you cry: the princess
13. Went to the movies with: brandon and jason
14. You went to the mall with: princess
15. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: princess
16. Ever been in a fight with your pet? nope..my fish will so beat my ass
17. Been to Vegas? yup
18. Been to Mexico: nope
19. Been to Canada: yup
20. Been to Europe: nope

Random.....
21. Do you have a crush on someone right now: yup and always will
22. What are you reading now: many positions of a milf
23. Best feeling in the world: driving fast
24. Future KIDS names? i hope not
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: a stuffed cow
26. What's under your bed: everything..was yur mom but i guess she went home to tuck you in
27. Favorite sports to watch: soccer
28. Favorite Locations: skatepark..the beach..riverfront..
29. Piercing/Tattoos: tongue..eyebrow..star tatt and my name..
30. What are you most scared of right now: yur dad finding me with yur mom
31. Who do you really hate? im not going to say
32. Do you have a job: nope
33. Have you ever liked someone you didnt have a chance with: nope
36. Are you lonely right now? nope
38. Song that's stuck in your head right now? makedamnsure by tbs
39. Have you ever played strip poker: yup..darn i lost
40. Have you ever gotten beat up?: nope
42. Have you ever been on radio/TV: tv
43. Have you ever been in a mosh-pit: yup
44. Ever liked someone but thought they never noticed you? yup

--whats your favorite place?: me + you = my room
--what color is your underwear right now? black boxers
--Whats the first things you notice about the opposite sex (visual)? eyes..smile..ass
--Your Favorite Food? captain crunch
--Ever get so drunk you dont remember? fuck yea
--Hair color? black
--Are you too shy to ask someone out? nope
--Hugs or Kisses?: both
--Plain or Salted? plain
--dogs or cats? neither.. i will just stick to my fish
--Favorite Flower? dont have one
--Have you ever fired a gun? yup
--Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car? yup
--How many pillows do you sleep with? 5
--Do you think any of your exs or old best friends miss you? i know they are..im hard to get over

PRESENT
01. Is your hair wet? yup
02. Is your cell phone right beside you? yup
03. Do you miss someone?: yup
04. Are you wearing makeup: nope
05. Are you wearing chapstick: yup
06. Are you cold: nope
07. Are you tired?: nope..its 4 am and im hyper as hell
08. Are you excited: sorta
09. Are you watching t.v: yup
10. Are you wearing pajamas: nope..dont wear em

PAST
01. Recently done anything you regret: yup cuz i let her go
02. Ever lied: yup
03. Ever stuck gum under a desk: all the time
04. Ever kicked someone: yup
05. Ever trip over your own feet?: yup
06. Ever cried so hard you almost threw up: nope

TODAY
01. Have you cursed: yup..i have a potty mouth
02. Have you yelled at someone: yup
03. Have you gotten mad at someone: yup
04. Have you cried?: nope
05. Have you called more than 3 people? yup
06. Have you Im'd more than 3 people? yup

Q AND A
Q 01: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
A 01: yup..she is always there

Q 02: Where is the first place you went today?
A 02: mall

Q 03: Who is the last person you called?
A 03: the princess

Q 04: Who do you like more, your mom or dad?
A 04: i dono

Q 05: Do you have any siblings?
A 05: older bro

Q 06: Do you smile often?
A 06: yup

Q 07: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A 07: yup..everywhere i go i leave an impact on someone

Q 08: Do you wish on stars?
A 08: dont wish

Q 09: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A 09: nope

Q 10: When did you last cry?
A 10: cant remember

Q 11: Do you like your handwriting?
A 11: yup

Q 12: Are you a friendly person?
A 12. yup

Q 13: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
A 13: mine

Q 14: What color shirt are you wearing?
A 14: white tee

Q 15: Do you have any pets?
A 15: a fish name pete

Q 16: What is the color of your bedsheets?
A 16: you tell me..checkerboard

Q 17: What were you doing at 9 last night?
A 17: chilling in ashland

Q 18: I can't wait until...
A 18: the billy talent concert

Q 19: Is tom on your friends list?
A 19: yup

Q 20: Look to your right. what's there?
A 20: my fish pete

Q 22: Ever cried yourself to sleep?
A 22: nope

Q 23: Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
A 23: yup..the princess

Q 24: Song that makes you cry?
A 24: none at the moment

Q 25: Are you normally a happy person?
A 25: yup

Q 26: Has anyone ever said 'I love you' to you?
A 26: yup

Q 27: Is your self-esteem extremely low?
A 27: nope

Q 28: Current music?!
A 28: the kinks